Yesterday was a big turning point for me as I decided I no longer wanted those things to have a hold on me. I sat down and wrote out everything that was bothering me inside as it came to mind, and how I felt about it. Tears streamed down my face as I examined each sin I was guilty of. As I begin to put each of these issues to rest (hopefully for good this time), I'm reminded of something that the Apostle Paul wrote:
"Not that I have already reached [the goal] or am already fully mature, but I make every effort to take hold of it because I also have been taken hold of by Christ Jesus. Brothers, I do not consider myself to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: forgetting what is behind and reaching forward to what is ahead, I pursue as my goal the prize promised by God's heavenly call in Christ Jesus." -Philippians 3:12-14As long as I am dwelling on the past, I cannot move forward into the future that God has in store for me. Life is too short to live in the past. I want to live in the now, pressing on toward whatever my future holds.
Rather than making resolutions at the end of December (as I often have before), I decided to pick one word to focus on this year. After lots of thought, I chose "prayer" to be my word. Prayer is and always has been sort of an enigma to me. Though I struggle to understand and practice real intercessory prayer, I truly believe that it's the single most powerful and effective tool that a Christian could have in their spiritual arsenal. God's Word has a lot to say about prayer, and Jesus Himself taught us how we should pray with the assumption that we would be praying. I talk to the Lord every day, and at various times throughout the day, but I feel like I'm missing out on a real and intimate prayer life. I want more. I want to move closer to the heart of God and have confidence in my relationship with Jesus Christ.
Getting rid of filth in my life, learning about prayer, pressing on to what is ahead...yep, it's going to be a great year!
What Do You Think?
- When's the last time you did some soul-searching, and what did you find?
- Did you make any resolutions, or choose one word to focus on this year?